One Day At A Time

Imagine a big box in the corner of a dark dark room. The box is sealed shut with duct tape. You can't see inside of it to see what it is. What me to tell you what is inside of it? Well....that'd be me inside! For the past several months I think I've been "hiding" in a dark dark box. I've really withdrawn myself from friends, especially one friend in particular. All because I couldn't handle my own personal emotions and she got prego. It was so hard to deal, I figured the best way was to withdraw myself and then I wouldn't have to deal with it. Well....last night her and I had dinner and it felt so good to just sit and talk and be with a friend. I really think I'm almost ready to throw that box away for good.