UGH!!!!

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Update on the drama...Crisis averted. The girls met and discussed things and as far as I know this are all better.

Now on to my UGH. So last August I found out I was pregnant. I was so excited and couldn't wait. I was really hoping for a girl because both of my brothers and the hubby's sister have boys. So, I thought how cool to be the first to have a girl. I mean I wanna have a first!!! My brother was the first to have a baby. Same brother was the first to get married. The other brother was the first to have a second. So there I was really hoping for a girl. Then....the miscarriage. It really sucked!!! Then my brother decides to announce they are expecting again. Let me tell you it's not easy at all being happy for them after going through a year of trying to get prego for it to end in a miscarriage. I'm not happy at all really.

BUT, everyone in the family keeps gonig on and on to them about how it will be a girl and how cool that would be. UGH!!! I wanted the first girl!! But no! Today he rained on my parade (not that there is a parade since I'm not prego, but we're working on it!) and announced that they are having a girl!

WHAT THE HELL!!! WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN!?!? WHEN WILL I GET TO HAVE MY TIME TO SHINE!? I know I sound like an ungrateful whiney baby, but I don't care right now! WHY!? WHY!? WHY!?

UGH!!!!!!!!

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Laura
Fort Wayne, Indiana, United States
I am 29 years old. I have been married for almost 3 years to my dear husband who I love so much. I am a high school special education teacher. I started this blog as a weight loss blog, however, it's transformed into a "What's going on in my life right now" blog. Unfortunately, the focus right now isn't weight loss, although it should be, but it is infertility.
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