One Day At A Time

I hate being sick! I have this head cold, sinus infection thing going on. I haven't been to the doctor for an official diagnosis. I really feel like crap. Thank God we got a ton of snow this weekend and school was closed today. It gives me a day to rest. Unfortunately I didn't feel good all weekend either and now I need to put my lesson plans together. YUCK! I'm ready for the school year to be over.

On a good note. It had been two weeks since my last weigh-in. Thanksgiving feel in that two week time period. I was really worried. I haven't really been on plan at all. However, I was only up .8 lbs. I was pleased even though it was a gain. What I really need to do is update all my info. on here and get my booty back on plan. I go to the GI doctor today. I'm hoping he won't say he wants to biopsy my liver. If he does my plan is to ask him if I can have more time to lose more weight. Then, go and join the YMCA. I told the hubby that that was my plan especially since I have to have some place to go work out at. We'll see, I'll keep you updated. :o)

Well it's official. I told my boss last week that I didn't plan to come back and work at that school next year. So, I'm on the prowl for a new job. I spent this evening touching up my resume' and references. I ordered transcripts from the college I went to and filled out an application. I really do not want to go back to this school next year so I'm full steam ahead looking for something new. Right now I'm doing all I can and praying! I was a little irritated (okay if you know mean you know I'm under exaggerating, I was a lot irritated) when I told my boss that I wasn't planning to return. His response to me was that he already knew. Of course this sent me into tears. Who told? I have two guesses and really it doesn't matter. I was so scared to go and talk to him, but I did it. It's done and over. He knows. Now, I just need to find a new job. He made me pick a date to let him know. I have until July 1 to find a new job. I'm pretty confident that I will find something. I'm actually looking at an opening at a local high school. The opening is for this school year, but if they don't fill it, of course it will still be open. I'm praying. Please pray with me!

Here horsey, horsey, horsey. Okay, not only have I falling off of my horse, but I think I've lost my horse. Or maybe it ran away. Whatever the reason my motivation is gone. I did not go weigh in last week. My mom was in town. Her and I were working to get some things done around my house. We also went to a very AWESOME concert. We saw Casting Crowns! They are a Christian group. The concert was great.

Anyway, so I know my motivation is gone and really I am trying to find it. I did take the dog for two walks this week. GRAPHIC INFO. COMING! I think in two days my dog has perfected the art of "poop walking." The first night I walked her we were walking and I looked down at her and she was pooping and walking at the same time! The next night, I told my husband that I think she did it again, but I was walking full speed ahead so I wasn't 100% sure. I know I'm bad I didn't pick it up. How rude of me, I know. So last night the hubby took her for a walk. When he got home I asked him if she poop walked. He said she didn't, but she did pee walk. Then he had a cow about how much she poop walked. He said it was half a block. He would see two turds, then there would be a break, then two more. There must be another dog in our neighborhood that poop walks. I know she didn't poop for half a block. Anyway I told him we'd have to walk her today and we'd have to pick up the turds or kick them in the street. Kick them? Won't it get all over our shoes. Nope, it's so darn cold here they're probably frozen solid.

Anyway, I totally got off topic. I'm not being hard on myself. Just know that I'm not doing a darn thing to help myself. It's getting so cold outside, it makes it hard to want to go out and walk. I'm going to really consider joining the YMCA or something. I can't just sit here all winter and do nothing.